day 1

Last night I registered on here and began again no picking promise. I got through last night with distractions such as calling home(I'm a college student) and homework I had to do. I also covered my problem spots with my prescription acne medication benzoyl peroxide so I couldn't see them. I put post-it notes on my mirror to remind me why I don't want to do what I'm about to do, and I leave my mirror covered unless necessary. I took off my medication this morning using a medicated pad away from the mirror which dried it out a bit so I wouldn't be so tempted when I went to put my make up on. Tonight has been a big struggle and I have unfortunately picked though only at the existing areas I had and nowhere new. Now I am back on this website for support, my face is covered again and I will add new motivational post-it notes because I did find myself reading them first as I went into the mirror and they helped way more than I thought they would.