Boyfriend...

so I pick at the inside of my ears sometimes. And today in class I was picking and my ear started bleeding. My boyfriend saw that there was blood on my fingers and asked what it came from. I told him I picked at my ear. He wanted to see how bad it was but I wouldnt let him. I guess I was embarrested about it. The whole thing left me feeling really bad. I know my picking bothers him and usually I'm pretty open about it. But for some reason today I was just ashamed about it. I feel like I might be the reason we break up in the future... I just wish i could stop...