completly done with picking but now new problems

Wrist cutting shows that you have deep emotions and caring for other people. This is rare as the majority of humans care only about his or her own self.. Perhaps your heart goes out to people you have sympathy for and you truly believe that others will feel the same way towards you if you show them that your life is hard in some way... I hate to break it to you babe, but a majority of people in this world don't care about you and will turn away from you and think of you as a freak rather than feel sorry for you.. Its just how the world is. You really need to change your mindset.. The only way to get back at the cruel people in the world who have done nothing but brought you down your whole life is to take care of yourself and be the best person that you can be.. In a way its like saying "fuck all you assholes" look at me.. I've learned that the people who do the best in this world are the stuck up selfish, assholes. Notice how the richest people in the world are all assholes? And the people who sincerely care and are honest/law abiding/ genuinely good people. Lose. Life works differently than how you THINK it should. I know it feels wrong, but be the most selfish person you can be. You deserve the best, even if you don't think so or know it yet.