Ear Picking

Hi All! After three year in hiding, i've gone public! I love cleaning my ear from using Q tips to plastic forks until they bleed. Over the years, i started to pick my skin from inner ear to the outside of the ear and back and now it is starting to come towards my face. I usually hide behind my long hair but if i dont stop now i will peel my skin all the way to my cheeks. I have recently talked to a psychiatrist and she put me on antidepressant and anxiety medicine. I refuse to take them because of the side effects and i would like to be pregnant again. I have an adorable 8 month old baby, a loving husband, sister parents and inlaws who love and support me. For some reason, i cant find the courage to stop picking my ears. I will report to this forum couple of times a week to update my skin picking status. I hope i find the strength to stop picking in all of you and you find the strength in me to put an end to your misery. Cheers to all and good luck. XoXo