Self Mutilators Anonymous

Dear everyone I am a picker, and eater, I have eaten my cuticles, boogers, scabs. I pick at my skin. I scratch it with objects such as nail clippers till it bleeds. I have recently tried to stop picking and picked my vagina and have developed a cyst there. I have been to a few self mutilators anonymous meetings. I found about them from other meetings I go to. According to certain old school ideas I am not supposed to tell people about it. But how else will you find out that there is a forum for this where no one (that I've encountered) would dare malign you for picking at yourself or your child. I am by no means their representative but fuck anonymity. This organization exists and I think you guys should know about it. I used my 12 step work in other programs to work on this. Trying to stop cold turkey while letting myself get as angry and frustrated as I needed to be to stop, playing with silly putty in the movie theater (when I subconsciously pick at my face and don't realize before I've made a major dent) And of course, moving my area of picking to another part of my body because clearly THAT works (not.)