so much stress

I don't even know what to say on this site. I feel so guilty. I can't go out into public in fear of people saying something to me. My husband the other night, told me how much it hurts him to see me like this. I know it does. I feel so lost. I don't want to leave this house, even for work. I try talking to someone at work and their eyes immediately scan over my face to look at my scabs. I wish I had the strength to stop. Right now I am moving so the extra stress is not helping the picking of my face. Instead of crying, I pick. I feel hopeless almost. I don't know what to do anymore!!!!!