On vacation and tempted to pick. Aaaaa!!!!!

I'm on vacation in Miami and of course I need my skin to look it's best for the beach, nightclubs, photos etc. I was doing ok all day and after I took a shower I noticed a couple of infected blackheads that just had to go. I was scared to pick at them because I imagined trying to squeeze them and making a big messy, bloody wound on my face which would look ten times worse than the blackhead. I barely stopped myself and left the bathroom. But now I am scared that the urges will come back and torture me until those blackheads are squeezed out. I'm gonna take this one day at a time but I'm so anxious about it now. :( :( any advice or support u guys got?