Would love to do the therapy but I honestly cannot afford it

This is one of many issues that I am dealing with (mood disorders along with underlying physical causes). I finally was able to get on Social Security Disability. I pick on a daily basis (face, nose, starting back on the arms again), but I honestly cannot afford the cost of the online therapy. I am seeing a therapist in person, who is still in the process of determining the best course of treatment. My psychiatrist is changing my medication for depression because the first one is not getting the results (still getting "those" thoughts).