Picked at my breasts, nipples, back and face

Hello. I don't know very well where to start or if there's anyone out there that will read this. I find it really difficult to put everything I want to share in regards my dermatilomania experience. I suffered this since i'm 14. I've started to pick my face in school as I was very obsessed with my acne at the time. I didn't realise but that was the beginning of the start to create a sort of safe place. My mum used to be very insistant for me to stop as it would leave scara but I think that just reinforced my desire to keep doing it. A sort of emancipation. Then as I grew up my social school and family situation where getting harder and harder with lots of traumatic experiences. I haven't been abused in a sexual way but certainly suffered other types of bullying, racism and criticism. I think the way I lost my virginity really affected me too as it was very unemotional and superficial. Anyway for some reason the most affected areas of my body are my breasts. I used to be (now I manage a lot more) to pick at the pores of my skin and nipples' montgomery glands. It was so horrible to feel I was finding relief this way. And the scars I left are still hounting me. I now signed with the recovery programme with skin pick but this is an issue for me that has demanded a lot of time of my life. If there's anyone experiencing the same and would like to share thoughts, feelings or ways to cope with it I would be glad to hear it. Lots of love x