Signs or symptoms?

i have never liked talking about this but here it goes, ive picked my skin for a long time, but more so when i was in highschool, but anyways.. i met my first boyfriend when i was 18, and the first time he got to 3rd base, it seemed weird and familiar.. and ive always been extremely uncomfortable hearing about child molestation and things like that and i have a disturbing sexual dream at least once a month has anyone ever had a repressed memory about molestation? what are the symptoms that i might have a repressed memory?