Need Help!

Well, this has finally come to a halt this morning when I began picking at my nose and now half of my nose is scabbed up. If I hadn't used all my sick days at work I would have definitely called in again today. I am so ashamed and this is getting harder and harder for me. I know I cant live this way, especially being a mother of three. I refuse to let my problem become theirs. So I have began looking for help and realized today I may have this condition: dermatillomania. Its nice to know I am not alone in the world but here in my hometown, my life I do feel so alone, no one really understands. I myself don't understand but I am finally crying out for help. I am determined to beat this, if for no other reason, than for my children, I love them more than life itself and they need; deserve a healthy mommy. Until later... JD