This is scary....STAPH

I now have a STAPH infection in my body from my picking - they have gotten badly infected and now I have lumps under my armpits, groin, etc. There has GOT to be an end to this for us people...I am so sore ALL over and was prescribed BACTRIM, I only showed ONE of my pick areas but they are all infected. I am stopping TODAY. My breasts hurt, my abdomen hurts as well as my armpit area. Actually my whole body aches and I feel lethargicy. I have a lump in my armpit and groin. I have clear to yellow pusy looking substance that is just OOZING out of these areas that I now have covered, so today I am going to disinfect everything I can find. I am so disappointed in myself as I have a 10 year old daughter now that I am putting at risk as well as my family and friends due to my picking obession/illness. This is a WAKE up call from HELL to say the least....Of course, I told NO ONE as that would make me have to tell them HOW I got it, secret is going to remain that and END TODAY SAYS THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!! :o(